| I know yall are going to die of shock but iam takeing a few min to post on here. Iam liveing on my own down south finally have a place that i can call my own first time in almost three years and guess what i hate it lol. Its not that i hate where iam i love it down here iam just sick of being alone. I just want more then anything else right now is someone to come home to after a day at work. But any how life right now is about 55 to 60 hours a week at subway and trying to make this house a home. No time for much else. Yall up in New York i miss you just so you know hope every thing is going good. But yeah o have to be to work at 4:30 am so i need to get to bed just wanted to let people know iam still alive not that to many care but iam!!! christopher |
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| Yeah so i havent posted in a while. Kinda hard when you spend 50+ hours a week at work. Not going to complain about that cause i need the money. But the big news right now i guess is that iam moveing back down south in about a week. I got a job down there at an applebees in chapel hill which is where i havent wanted to work for like 3 years now. Now i just need to find a place to live but that shouldnt take long cause college is about to be out. So yep iam excitted about that going to miss the new friends that i have made up here in the last 6 months but time to make new friends. Dont worry not going to foget about the people up here. So thats the good part of this post. Now for the not so good part of the post. God!! Iam starting to realize that he is real. (dont get to excitted) The other thing that iam realizeing is that i want nothing to do with him. Before any of you get on your highhorse and tell me that iam starting to feel sorry for myself your way off. Cause as you read above my life is fine and things are working out fine. But that right there is my point i have made alot of mistakes in my life and yet things have been good for me. However people outthere who are good and nice and careing have crap happen to them that they dont deserve and iam sorry but that no longer makes sense to me. Yeah yeah for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God blah blah blah i know it but why punish those who are actually trying and build up those who could careless? So yep my theory now and guess it really has been my theory all along is i believe that there is a God and i believe he is looking down on us and pointing and saying oh look theres a good person trying to live for me lets knock them down, oh wait there is someone pointing there middle finger to the sky lets build them up. So you know what i want nothing to do with that or him!! christopher |
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| Nope life isnt allways easy in case any of you out there thought it might be!! But if there is anything that i have learned it this. A: "What does not kill us makes us stronger" (not my qoute) B: That every hard time makes us just this much more ready for this thing that we like to call being an adult C: The bad times only make the Great times that much sweeter. Lots of people in life will try to knock you down and the fact that you got knocked down is not whats important what is important is just how fast you get back up. She left without leaving a number
Said she needed to clear her mind
He figured shed gone back to Austin
Cause she talked about it all the time
It was almost a year before shed called him up
3 rings and an answering machine is What she got
If you're calling about the car, I sold it
If this is Tuesday night I'm bowling
If you got something to sell you're wasting your time
I'm not buying
If its anybody else wait for the tone you know what to do and
P.S. if this is Austin I still love you. . .
The telephone fell to the counter she heard
But she couldn't believe what kind of man would
Hang on that long what kind of love that must be
She waited 3 days and then she tried again
She didn't know what shed say but she heard 3 rings and then . . .
If its Friday night I'm at the ball game
And First thing Saturday if it don't rain
I'm headed out to the lake and ill Be gone
All weekend long but ill call you back when i get home on
Sunday afternoon and ps. if this is Austin i still love you
Well this time she left her number but not another word
And then she waited by the phone on sunday evening
And this is what he heard
If you're calling about my heart its still yours
I should have listened to it a little more
And it wouldn't have taken me so long to know where i belong
And by the way boy this is no machine you're are talking to
Can't ya tell this is Austin and I still love you. Christopher
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| so yeah this beautiful girl told me that i need to update lol. To be honest not much to update on now that basketball is done things are a little less crazy..... NOT i put in 55 hours at work this week which i cant complain about cause it means that i can get out of new york alot sooner!!!! But yeah thats basicly where my life is at right now not to much excitting happening. Sorry to the one who asked me to update that there isnt much excitting but you should be kinda glad cause it means iam staying out of troubble. Plus if anything really important happens most of the time its going to involve you!!! But hey its 12:30 and i have to be up at 7:30 so its about time i head to bed!!! christopher |
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| Yeah so i have gotten really bad at this posting stuff. Nothing much excitting happening in my life just the usual busy with work and basketball. One thing really excitting for me atleast is that i got a new digital camera sunday night. I havent had much time to use it yet it will get tested out tomarrow night though so we will see how it works. But yeah thats my exciting news for now not much else is happening!!! I shall update some other time when there is more going on every a great day everyone!!! christopher |
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